Tonight I had some important paperwork to finish. I told myself I was not allowed to write a blog post until it was complete. The funny thing is that over the course of completing that paperwork the topic of this post changed completely. This is not what I intended to write an hour ago when I got out my computer... You see the paperwork I was completing was an application. An application to ASU - the same exact school I currently attend, but to enroll in a different program. Because I am getting my PhD and I'm a TA receiving funding from the school, I can't just switch programs, even though they are so similar and both within the English department. They are making me reapply so I don't mess with their budget. Yes, I just paid a $70 application fee to the school I already attend! Ha! About a year ago, God began changing my paths completely {read about it here}. I stumbled upon this blogging world and found it completely amazing. Not only is it an uplifting community and a place where I've made true friends, learned so many things about how to be a better wife and home manager and received tons of spiritual encouragement, but it's also a fascinating culture to research. Think about the things you have personally learned since becoming a blogger {if you are one}... you've probably learned a bit of HTML, like how to create a button or re-do your blog header. You've probably learned about online advertising. You might have grown in your picture editing skills. Maybe you've learned how to open and market an Etsy shop. You've definitely learned the "rules" of the space... how to interact with other bloggers {anonymous comments = bad, word verification = annoying, no email link = sad}. Maybe your blogging or your handmade biz has allowed you to stay at home with your children, as it provides a substantial amount of income for your family. Maybe blogging is a way you have brushed up on your writing skills since you quit your job to be a stay at home mom. See, it's fascinating stuff! And I love researching it. However, to fully research it I have to switch my program from literature to rhetoric and composition. And it's not guaranteed I will get in. I have the support of a lot of important people in the department, and have heard a lot of "wink, don't worry about it, you'll get in for sure" comments, but it's still not really for sure. The main problem is that I figured out I wanted to make the switch last February, just a month after last year's application deadline. So for a full year now, I have been in limbo, taking some literature classes, some rhet/comp classes, while I waited for this year's application period. To make things more uncertain, I found out this fall that the college won't automatically accept all my credits even if I get in. They will only accept 12 of my previous hours of classes, so I am going to have to petition for the rest of them {a year's worth of classes!} to transfer. I remember discussing all these issues with Micah last spring - trying to decide whether to take lit or rhet/comp classes in the fall. I was stressing out, trying to figure out the pros and cons of taking classes for the program I was not yet officially in, and he stopped me. He said, "Jen, just take a risk and act in faith. This is all under God's control." So I did it. This little type-A, planner, perfectionist took a risk. I started taking all R/C classes, began talking to my professors about making the official switch and also started openly talking with my peers about my plans to switch programs instead of keeping it a secret while I worked out all the details {which would be my natural tendency}. Tonight the application was submitted. I have faith that this is God's plan for me, but would you pray? Would you pray that my application would be seen favorably by the admissions committee? Would you pray God's grace over my credits as I have to petition to have them transfer? Otherwise, I will be in school for about ten years trying to get this degree finished :) Thank you for your prayers, friends. I know He is faithful. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. James 1:6 xoxo,Jen Linking up with Casey and Ashley! ... Read more