Have you ever wondered how the disciples transformed from a bunch of blubbering idiots arguing over who would be the greatest in heaven to the mighty men who preached the gospel in the face of enemies, started the early church, and were willing to be martyred for Jesus' name. It's kind of weird, right? On the night Jesus was betrayed, Peter denied knowing Christ three times. Over the next few years, he would basically start the church as we know it today and would boldly preach the risen Messiah to scores of Jews. Later, he would be martyred for his allegiance to the Lord. James and John asked Jesus if they could sit in places of honor on his right and left when He came into his glorious kingdom {which they thought would be an earthly kingdom free of Roman power and influence}. They were full of pride and short-sighted when they imagined all that Jesus would do for the world. In the book of Acts, we learn that James was one of the first martyrs of the early church {Acts 12:2}. John would go on to be the last surviving apostle, writing five books of the New Testament, including the prophesy of Revelation, which he recorded when banished for his faith. And these are the guys in Jesus' innermost circle, who had the most intimate view of Christ's deity {aka they watched the Transfiguration take place}. Imagine how confused the rest of the disciples must have been... like Thomas, who refused to believe Christ had risen unless he could actually touch his wounds. And I don't think you can make the claim that once they saw the risen Christ walking around, the disciples suddenly became talented preachers and fearless evangelists. Because they had already seen many amazing acts of God and were still confused. Think about it... they had watched Jesus walk on water and calm a storm. They had seen people healed of blindness, paralysis and leprosy. They had watched Lazarus be raised from the dead. In fact, they had even ventured out and performed miracles on their own. They were no strangers to the power of God through Christ. So what made ten men who fled from Jesus when he was arrested in the garden that night {and one who followed at a timid distance} suddenly "get it" after Jesus ascended to heaven? I used to wonder this same thing. Was it just the grace of God? The work of the Holy Spirit? It didn't really make sense, but I guess it doesn't have to make "sense" in my mind for it to be true. But one day I was finishing the book of Luke and a few verses jumped out from the page at me. And suddenly everything about the disciples' transition from confused, cowardly and self-consumed men to clear-minded, bold, servants of Christ made sense. The verses are easy to miss. I had apparently missed them for years. In the middle of all the action at the end of Luke, after Christ has been brutally beaten and crucified, the temple curtain has been torn, he has been laid in the tomb, his tomb is found empty, he appears to the disciples and many others, and he finally ascends to the right hand of God in heaven, something else very important happens... On the same day his tomb is found empty, Jesus greets two of his followers on the road. They don't recognize him. Instead they fill him in on all the turbulent happenings around the city and their disappointment that Jesus didn't turn out to be the ruler they thought he would be. Jesus responds with "“O foolish ones, and slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken!" {Luke 24:25}. And then, "beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, he interpreted to them in all the Scriptures the things concerning himself" {v.27}. Talk about the Bible study of all Bible studies. Jesus, still unrecognized by these men, says "let me explain everything that has happened and why..." and then he recounts God's salvation story written throughout all of Scripture from the promise in Genesis that a son of Eve will crush Satan to the promise of the Psalms that an eternal king will come after David. Later that night, Jesus appears to the eleven disciples at dinner. They are startled and think he is a ghost. But he says to them, "everything written about me in the Law of Moses and the Prophets and the Psalms must be fulfilled" (v.44), and he goes on to open "their minds to understand the Scriptures" {v.45}. Only after the disciples truly understand the Word of God and how Jesus has fulfilled every promise and prophesy of Scripture are they able to preach "repentance and forgiveness of sins...to all nations" {v.47}. The Word of God matters. We are never fully equipped to do ministry unless we know and understand and love and obey God's Word. No amount of prayer will do it. Our fellowship with other believers is not enough. No amount of works and miracles and faith will make us ready to share God's word and love His people. The disciples are the best evidence of this. They walked alongside Jesus for three years. They witnessed every miracle and even did some on their own. No one had a clearer example of Christ's heart for the world. And yet they still didn't get it... because they didn't really understand God's Word and how Christ was central to God's plan for salvation. When Jesus was raised from the dead, he didn't rush out to do more miracles. He didn't put himself on display in the city in front of thousands. He didn't hold a huge prayer meeting or worship night. No. He preached God's Word to a few handfuls of men and sent them out into the world. And look at the result... look at the centuries of faithful men and women who love Christ and make up His Church. So the next time you want to delve into some ministry or do something great for the Lord... before you host prayer nights and worship festivals and perform healings and plan service projects {these can all be good things, don't get me wrong}, stop and make sure you have your priorities straight. Are you filled up with the Word? Do you know God's character? Are you assured by His promises? Is your identity hidden in the Christ revealed in Scripture? Does your heart love and obey what God commands? Because if the answer is no, I urge you to spend time in the Bible. Dwell there. Meditate. Listen. Obey. And when God's Word saturates your heart and your life, then go... ...and do all those things God has prepared in advance for you to do. You are never fully equipped to do God's works until you are transformed by His Word. ... Read more
You Know You’re REALLY Pregnant When…
Your professor ends class by saying "See you next week" and your classmates then line up on their way out the door to say they hope to NOT see you next week. The most commonly used verb people use when talking to you is "pop." "Ready" has suddenly become a four syllable word, as in "You look rrrrrrrrreeeeeaady." You walk into a restaurant for brunch and you literally hear the silence as people halt their conversation to watch you waddle to your table. You wear the same three outfits all the time. And on the day you decide to really step it up and squeeze yourself into a fourth outfit that you haven't worn in weeks, you then proceed to spill your lunch. A piece of marinara pasta misses your mouth {which you've learned is a common third trimester symptom}, bounces off your bump and lands on your thigh, which then means you have to change your whole outfit... and you thought multiple clothing changes per day only happened after the baby arrives. Your husband wakes up to your tossing, turning and bathroom traveling at least once a night and asks you if you are having contractions. The answer is always no. You are just trying to be a human being that sleeps during the night, and it's not going well for you. You sometimes get so hot and uncomfortable in the middle of the night that you have to get up and sleep on the couch in the living room. When you discuss this sleeping problem with the secretary at your work, she suddenly pulls a spare fan from under her desk and insists that you borrow it. You then walk around the nation's largest university in 100 degrees carrying a fan under your arm and a huge baby in your abdomen. People ask if you can still drive. Uh... yes? When the plumber comes to your house for the second repair of the summer, he is shocked and asks "You're still pregnant?!" You got your pre-pregnancy highlights and pedicure and paid a housekeeper to scrub your house. You now have roots, need to trim your nails, and your bathrooms need to be cleaned. As you limp out of your doctor's office due to extreme hip pain, she asks you, seriously, if you would like a walker or a wheelchair. The cute little question "when are you due?" is now answered with "last week." *All joking aside, I am very happy and thankful to be 40 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I always thought this baby would be "late" and I know overall my pregnancy has been so blessed and relatively easy. I am holding out on inducing until it's deemed medically necessary for safety reasons, and overall I am savoring my final days with Baby Russum in the womb. It's just that the comments and incidents that happen at 40+ weeks are hilarious and I had to share! :) ... Read more
Finished for now… {peeks of our new home}
One of the biggest adventures of the summer was the fact that we bought our first house during my 28th week of pregnancy. Hello third trimester. Hello 115 degree days. Hello empty house. Hello boxes. Hello summer traveling plans. Let's just say life has been pretty crazy since we signed the zillion pages to buy our home on June 24th. I think one of the main sources of my pregnancy insomnia these past six weeks or so was the anxiety I felt about living in an unfinished house. I know that's silly, but I imagined bringing the baby home to boxes upon boxes and tripping over the things in the messy nursery. Everyone tried to console me by saying "it would get done" and that I would "have so much time when the baby naps" during those first few weeks, but those assurances didn't help. Partially, because I just wanted to have everything done before the baby's arrival and also because I knew those promises were not true. Unlike most moms who stay at home full-time or at least get a maternity leave when their baby arrives, my life is just the opposite. I actually went back to work/school on the day I hit full term. Thankfully, I am teaching fully online and I am taking only one grad course {my last one EVER!}, but it's still a lot to handle during this huge transition. When I randomly go MIA for a week in September, my students have been instructed to just keep working the best they can and I will re-emerge to answer questions as soon as possible. When my baby is napping those first few weeks, I am going to be busy figuring out how one finishes a PhD and raises an infant at the same time. So the past month and a half of my life {after the season where we just dumped all the boxes in our new place and then went on vacation for two weeks} has looked like... baby/school/students/house... baby/school/students/house... Every day I juggle the most random activities...buying a crib {we didn't even get ours until I was 35 weeks}, washing baby clothes, hanging pictures, organizing closets, writing a syllabus or two, setting up online classes, reading about ESL education, emailing students, installing car seats, and going to labor and breastfeeding classes. It's been crazy. But we've made so much progress! I say "we" because Micah has helped here and there, as much as he can with a full time job {and our yard is a disaster, so that's one of his big projects right now}, and my parents have been life-savers this summer. They just moved to Phoenix from Seattle, and they have come over multiple times for "work days" where they just help me with projects around the house. My mom alphabetizes books and vacuums, while my dad sets up baby gear and hangs curtain rods, and I am forever grateful. So I'm now at a happy place that I'm calling "finished for now." Our little house is becoming a home. And even though I have tons of projects I want to do in the future, I finally feel like it is just organized and decorated enough to be a comfortable haven for my newborn and me. I know we will spending a lot of time inside over the next few weeks, and, thankfully, the inside of my home has evolved into a place that feels welcoming and peaceful. Here are some glimpses of our new place.. Dining room || Gallery wall complete and curtains hung Foyer || Refurbished entry table courtesy of a sweet girl on Craigslist who is better with chalk paint than I am! White kitchen || I love you, but you sure do need a window treatment of some sort... Living room || I've kept these plants alive for a month. Shout it from the rooftops! Master bath || Mason jars from @thisandthatetc on Instagram. They only sell locally in the Phoenix area. Sorry! Master bedroom || New upholstered headboard, new quilt, new throw pillows, new everything! Master bedroom || Eventually that giant gold frame will hang on the wall next to a picture of our baby! It feels good to be FINISHED FOR NOW... |Linking up with W+P| ... Read more
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