I didn't know. I didn't know when I taught a course called Media Ethics this semester that my class would end on the same exact day COVID-19 was declared a "global pandemic." I had no idea the nine weeks I spent with students teaching them to analyze and scrutinize the media would culminate right as the world went on lockdown. I had no idea I would spend the rest of the spring semester on a fearful maternity leave, wondering if I would be able to find food in the stores to feed my family or whether I would give birth in a hospital all alone. I didn't know that our entire lives would be turned upside down by doctors and journalists and politicians in the days after my class ended. I had no idea my students would be flooded with media information in the coming weeks and that citizens everywhere would be desperately trying to figure out which messages were true and which sources they could trust. I didn't know the topic of vaccines would be plastered on every newspaper and news broadcast around the globe. I had no idea when I assigned my students a research project called "What's up with Bill Gates?" that the entire world would be asking the same question over the next few weeks. I didn't know. But here is what I do know. I know SB276 passed in California in September and I could not stop reading about it. I know that the information presented in my doctor's office and by the CDC and dispersed by every mainstream newspaper does not match up with what I read in peer-reviewed studies on the efficacy and risks of vaccines. I know that I found a growing number of moms, nurses, and doctors who were beginning to speak out about medical freedom and informed consent and the prevalence of vaccine injury and the dangers of mandated medicine. I know that as I poured over the research and the debate and the nuance I noticed that no mainstream media publications were talking about the conflicting information available. None of them were covering both sides or asking questions about the staggering rates of childhood chronic illness in the United States. And, one day, I realized that I had to teach my upcoming Media Ethics course on precisely this topic -- medical freedom. I know that I asked my students to examine the ethics of our media and its relationships with both pharmaceutical companies and our government. I know that I reached out to doctors, pharmacists, immunologists, and mothers with differing viewpoints and they all agreed to speak to my students and share their experiences. I know when I reached out to three different local journalists who had covered vaccine-related news stories in the past year NOT ONE OF THEM RESPONDED. I wanted to hear their perspectives. They gave me the cold shoulder. As I sat in front of my students week after week, simply asking questions, giving them sources to research, teaching them to carry out their own investigations and to come to their own conclusions, I knew that the time was coming where they would have to fight for freedom, for bodily autonomy, and for the right to protect themselves and their families. But I thought that day was years away -- maybe decades even. I didn't know the fight would begin the day they turned in their final papers... ... Read more
Diletta Pearl (One Month)
Growing // At two weeks of age, Diletta was 10 pounds, 6 ounces (90th percentile) and 23 1/2 inches (over 99th percentile). I would guess she is now approaching 12 pounds. I keep thinking I should jump on the scale with her at home and try to get an estimate of her current weight, but I have four kids keeping me busy and not gotten around to it. Eating // Diletta is a good little eater, which her weight can attest to, but she is a typical newborn. Some nursing sessions are really smooth with a good latch, and some include lots of pulling on and off and coughing and sputtering. I love squishing her little newborn cheeks in my hand to burp her as milk drips down her face, but I am also looking forward to the months ahead when nursing is calm and quick. Wearing // Girlfriend wore two or three newborn-sized outfits and then promptly moved into all her 0-3 month clothes. Most of our clothes are on the smaller size since they are hand-me-downs from the older sisters and have been washed and dried many times. Their small-ish size is convenient for the first few weeks of life, but now they are getting snug and we will probably move into 3-6 month clothes soon. We moved Diletta to Size 1 diapers around three weeks of age. I just found a pack of newborn diapers that got pushed to the back of the shelf and they are way too small. I need to give them away to one of the many families in our church who have had new babies in the past few weeks. Doing // Diletta pretty much still nurses and sleeps around the clock. If she's awake for longer than 45 minutes to an hour, she gets pretty fussy, but she calms down as soon as you pat her booty and get her back to sleep. Thankfully, she is starting to figure out nighttime sleep. She is consistently sleeping in 3-3.5 hour chunks at night and one time gave me a full four-hour stretch. She also stays pretty drowsy for her night feedings and goes back to sleep quickly. I was so tired the first two weeks though when her wake-ups were unpredictable and she didn't always go back to sleep right away. There were a few times I didn't sleep at all until 3 am, and there were other times I was wake from 4:0-6:00 am and wanted to cry from exhaustion. She always starts the night in her bassinet but often ends up in our bed by the morning. I just don't have the stamina, I used to for diaper changes and re-swaddling in the middle of the night. Most of the time, I try to get Diletta to sleep on her back in the Pack N Play, during the day, but if it's just not happening, I will wear her in the Solly Wrap, which she loves. We have had Aunt Kayla, Micah's mom, and my mom visit us over the past month, so Diletta has also gotten lots of snuggles and grandma naps lately. The girls love holding Diletta, too, especially Talitha. When D was still in the super-newborn stage, she would let the sissies hold her for a long time, but now that she's more alert, she usually gets annoyed after a few minutes. We have bathed Diletta a few times. I wouldn't say she loves it yet, but she tolerates it and looks around trying to figure out what is happening. Loving // Being swaddled in a specific floral stretchy blanket that matches a robe (for mom) that a friend loaned to me when I thought I was having a c-section, being held, having her butt patted, hearing the word “hi” in a high pitched voice, being worn in the Solly Tolerating// The bouncer (but only for a few minutes), baths Loathing // The car seat, having her diaper changed Milestones // Met Aunt Kayla, Bestemor, Ga, and Stacey (and other friends who have so kindly dropped off dinner) ... Read more
Dear Diletta (One Month)
My sweet girl, you made the mom of four LITTLE WOMEN... something I've always dreamed of. Don't get me wrong. It would have been a fun twist and a wild adventure to have a boy, but I am so, so, so very content to have four girls to call my own. We went down to the beach about two weeks ago and you were wearing a dark blue onesie with flowers embroidered on the front (it's fun to watch the tiny hand-me-downs get passed from one sister to the next). However, you were propped up against your daddy's shoulder as we walked so only your navy blue back was visible. We passed two different couples who looked at our crew and commented, "Three girls and they finally got their boy!" "Nope! It's another girl!" I replied, with a big smile on my face. You are another girl. You are so beautiful, so wonderful, so very loved. Mama ... Read more
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